Well wishes

Be well and make sunshine.

So sweet.

妈妈的开心菜，命运，人间温暖

不知道妈妈在baby kailan 里放了什么，我吃了总是觉得很开心。一直以来，我都不喜欢吃别人煮的蔬菜。不是太油就是太咸。吃了真不开心。我爱吃到可以把一大盘菜啃下去。

我的centre有一位司机。他声称会算命。我就随手让他看看我的手掌。也不知道先预知是好事还是坏事，但或多或少，他所说的对我有所影响。好乱。不喜欢这样。天真一点可能会比较好。

上个星期五，我被“邀请”去参加NCSS 50th anniversary dinner。真的有点不想去。吃的也不是很愉快。当天晚上，在等待长发干的时候，我开始阅读在晚宴上所赠送的记念册。记念册里记载了新加坡五十年的社区服务历史。真的好感动。因为我看到了一些平凡人对社区服务的贡献。从那小小的纪念册里，仿佛看到了希望和人与人之间的尊重与温暖。

Me? me?

My previous posts seems to indicate that I am perpetually in a depressed mood. But actually I am quite a happy person. It's only when I fail to understand the happenings around me that I get a little melancholy. I think happiness stems from within - your mindset and your beliefs. Bad events can momentarily make you unhappy but they don't take away your pursuit for happiness.

I am at the stage of my life where I want to learn and try out new things.

Maybe squash will be fun. Maybe.

The denial of change?

Have things become different? Or you are just no longer excited by the same things? Or you just do not feel the same sense of belonging anymore? Do you then accuse others of changing? Do you then make comparisons?

I guess it all boils down to unfamiliarity, sense of loss and the unwillingness to change oneself. But then when you have reached a certain age, being open to new things and new people or simply - change, is no longer appealing. It might even be tiring.

Whining?

"Are you working 2mrw (sunday) again?"

"Yeah" "Do you like what you are doing?"

Above was the conversation between me and sister.

Well I just shrugged my shoulders and did not reply.

Should I learn to love what I am doing or just live each day as it comes?

Just a change

I have decided to change my blog.

Nope. No big events happened. I did not get tired of xanga. I just decided to move on. 想放就放。Perhaps a new blog will bring new inspirations.

Work is all that I talked about these days. Time flies when you are working. It is scary to see how fast life goes by you when you stepped into the working world. Off days become really precious. It almost seems like time moves slower when you are not working. I miss having me time.